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Wednesday, August 18, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)

Hello.

today is neither any better.

today really sucks. another suck-ish day.

nevermind, everyday is as suck-ish.

-o-

hais.

so, was up at around 7.10AM ?

prepared, and off to school happily.

but turns out to be so ~~happy~~ heartbreaking.

didn't talk to the whole day to her.

PE, thanks to Penny & co ♥

did nothing for the whole PE lesson.

didn't play badminton, didn't do anything.

Maths, Recess, bought water.

cried again.

thank you for comforting me.

thank you Diana, for letting me "vent my sadness".

MT, ____ came in.

____ scolded.

i totally stun-ed there.

then, Ms chen ask me when i going to take the bao zhang bao dao test.

replied, and my tears filled up.

walked double quick to the bench there.

broke down.

eyes were red + swollen.

back to class, continue ______.

did work.

EL.

knew something again.

in the washroom again, thank you for comforting me ; Nurul,Farahlina, Eloys.

sorry for ignoring you Yunhui.

quarreled again.

____ said something, i heard that. *heartshatter*

____ again.

after school, many things happened.

totally shocked.

i cannot believe it.

down for st john.

skip, then April accompany me go buy food.

after another while, went back home.

end here okay?

bye.

cousin's pet.

thanks to you, i cried so many times today.

thanks to you, i know the truth.

thanks to you, i finally know what i am to you.

thanks to you, i realize i am nothing to you.

thanks to you, i got scolded by you.

thanks to you, i felt the lost of friendship.

thanks to you, i cannot bear to see you alone.

thanks to you, i knew how you would treat me.

thanks to you, i got to know how much you cherish me.

thanks to you, i knew that our friendship isn't important to you.

thanks to you, i got blamed.

thanks to you, i received all these hurt.

thanks to you, i knew that you aren't really a true friend.

thanks to you, i know that you would leave me.

thanks to you, i understand that he is much important than me.

thanks to you, i knew that your relationship meant way more important than this friendship.

thanks to you, i learnt how to be strong.

thanks to you, i finally know the truth.

i never regretted being your friend.

i never regretted sharing my secrets.

i never regretted helping you in any way i could.

i never regretted crying when you cried.

i never regretted sharing the happiness with you.

i never regretted being sad when you are.

i never regretted accompanying you.

i never regretted being friends with you.

i never regretted being good friends with you.

i never regretted being best friends with you.

i never regretted having all those memories.

i never regretted in everything.

but today really proves many things.

and i understood.

today meant a losing end of our friendship.

today meant you cherish him more than me.

today meant that you blame me for things.

today meant you didn't place yourself in my point of view.

today meant you didn't consider my feelings.

today marks...