Tuesday, July 20, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO .
Hi .
I am feeling so much better nows .
good news ehhh :)
Hahs.
better than the emo - emo - emo me .
as usual , woke up at 6plus .
read the message , wow ... morning "refreshment" eh... :/
okayy . life still goes on .
Practically . was half dead in school . at all times .
well , went to find Eugene with Yinning .
and saw Augustine + Bryan .
talked to Eugene awhile .
Hais .
*ringggggggggggggggggg* .
Off to parade square .
First period was maths .
didn't do work again :( [ i cannot.! carry on like that :( ]
just sat my time away .
day dreaming , then slept .
woke up every 15mins .
Second period was F&N .
went for presentation , hah .
turn out , on my point of view was that Jeslyn presented ,
WAYYYYYYYY , better than me :/
Third period was Geog .
Poured out quite a lot of things to Yunhui .
Mr Foo kept coming in luh =.=
disturbance .
LOL .
Forth period was Recess .
Pei-ed Yunhui & Co to the staffroom .
they took the friendship-band .
wow , they took a number of them .
not bad .
down to canteen , bought Pocky for mei .
bought nuggets + pocky for myself .
Hahs , super R.A.R.E to see me eat :/
Fifth period was EL .
was as boring , as per normal .
copying down notes , ( narratives ) .
Sixth period was Physics .
went to the lab , sat with SMS daddy !
the headphones .. weirdweird one .
did the worksheet .
watched some videos .
After school .
went to porch find them .
went to washroom , for i-also-don't-know-what-reason .
then saw xuanwei , asked him a question .
hahs .
went to canteen after they are done .
Moodless again .
sat there , staring in to blank space .
sorry to those whom i ignored ):
sorry ):
i don't mean it .. ):
watched MV all the way , till Mr Veera came to chase us out.
over to coffee shop.
continu-ed with my MV's .
bought food at bubble tea shop .
thankyou farahin ; for helping me pay first (:
went to the void-deck.
slack , all super HIGH .
freaking funny.
then went to my house, watch horror-comedy-show.
laughing .
after that , Jie went out .
Mei went tuition , Mami went out .
Left me A.L.O.N.E ..
:'(
don't know why ..
just started off by tearing up.
thought that , THAT.IS.ALL.
but , no .
cried harder , worser .
then somewhat cried out all my emotions .
Junyi's right , a tear is made up of 1% of water , 99% of feelings .
said somethings.. :(
hais..
don't know .
then went to wash face .
both eyes = SWOLLEN + RED + TEARY .
wow.
horrible sight.
but i do feel alot better after breaking down :)
hehes.
maybe , breaking down isn't such a bad idea after all .
then an unexpected thing happened .
very irony .. :)
but .. that made my day .
thank you .
ate late dinner .
kay , 0035 now , nights :)
totally unexpected of you to do so.
after 3 months.
wow.
i wonder if you talked to me, is because you really want to.
or just because you saw all those status.
sigh. i don't know :(
new past