Friday, February 5, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)

so painful..
School's.. just the same.
1st period : Maths. did worksheets.
2nd period : MT, Gong han test.
mood was downdowndowndown -.-
cause i kept looking at the _____.
why is it located there..
3rd period : SS, copycopy. updated somethings..
4th period : Recess.
Last period : EL, went to library read.
found the " diary of a whimpy kid ".
borrowed a book.

after school.
slackslack, basketball.
saw quite a number of people.
anger, sorrows.
went home, bathed, ate.
out agains, walked with Junzi & Jie.
walk past 450, saw _____.
didn't look alot, just keep facing the other side..
tuition, not that hyper.
just d.e.a.d., but teacher kept asking me to read all those -.-
wth.

saw derrick.
walked home with Junzi.
saw _____, agains.
chitchat, took the stairs up.
reach home, blahblabla, later still need do things for sjab. sians.
tomorrow need bring soooo many things -.-
wth..

as days passed, i thought my emotions would change.
but i then realise that it have not even been changing.
really feel like ___ing.
had a fall yesterday, don't seem to feel the pain.
what hurt the most is inside me.
why does my heart hurt when i see you?
and why does my heart beat faster when you message me?
i don't understand at all..

i read the previous post's of mine.
seriously, changed alotalot.
why? alot of things.
really can't control..
from all those hyperness,happiness,smileys.
all changed to sadness,sorrowness,cryings.
from able to sleep at night -> unable to sleep, & kept crying.
don't ask me anything.. i don't know either..

new past