Thursday, February 4, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Hi.
Yesterday.
Penny didn't come.
MT :
did the newspaper thing.
didn't finish in time.
Physics :
Bored-ed. Test, don't think i'll pass :(
I collected the papers.
SS :
Copying notes.
Jeslyn got sit infront of me :)
Recess :
Stayed in class with Jeslyn.
Maths :
Did the worksheet.
chit chat with Jeslyn toos.
Read-ed the " Diary of a whimp kid "
nice.
EL :
Did worksheet again.
boreds.
Geog :
Studied.
After school :
It's music's birthday today!
then, went to eat all those.
thanks for the treat.
went to some place, which there is alotalot of dogs.
damning cute.
keep sayang them..
they so pitiful..
after that, went back school.
then to bubbletea shop, saw shawn,youzhao..matthew..etc.
Yunhui went home, me & Yinning walk.
sorry aye.. D:
homed,
ate dinner, bathed etc.
i love my family.~
Today.
woke up, eyes super red & super swollen.
cause i had a heartbreakening cry yesterday night.
not sure which emotion i should put ; -.- or D':
blahblabla.
Jeslyn's sick today, get well soon alrights.
same, emotionless.
over to parade square, i still cannot learn how to _____ reality.
F&N.
did theory againsxsx.
totally exhausted.
Geog.
copied notes, complete mindmaps.
Physics.
Mr Ng didn't come, relief teacher.
class super noisy.
did some paper work.
Recess.
samesamesame.
I sincerely apologise.
Assembly.
Skit by cousellor's, talks on oversea-trips. [ Anning & Phillipines(sp) trip ]
Maths.
did work, asked loads of question.
quite disappointed in my marks. hais..
what happened to me -.-..
i should study harder..
After school.
send Penny, back to school.
eyes still red.
abit painful, but it's ok.
read twilight, was having a bad headache.
kept listening to " cry on my shoulders ".
I've been trying to ignore the things happening around me.
My mind is tired while my emotions called on me.
Everything happened so fast, that till now i not quite understand..
trying to absorb myself into the music, and, i fell asleep.
stupid gladwin & augustine -.-
go take my things. waliaos.
make me run like hell, went over to yinning's there.
chat with Aaron too, lol.
played basketball awhile with mei & yunhui.
somethings happen.
went to north park with mei.
waiting for Adeline's reply.
saw ...Matthew.?
went home, mami & jie already at home le.
thanks for the peppermint green tea. x3
nothing much le. just pissed mami off awhile ):
sorry..
You won't understand what i've been through..
but i just wanted you to be happy..
imissedyouboth..but..
battling emotions again..
the fight seemed to be everlasting..
emotions are controlling me, not my mind anymore.
how i wish things are like the past..but i know i can't turn time back.
i want you as my _ _ again..
How can i make myself happy again?
everyday is filled with sadness & misery.
yes, alot of people asked me to cheer up..
but.. i know i _____..
hope i'll give myself a chance & try.
new past