Monday, February 1, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)
HAPPY 25TH ANN BSF !
I'm very sorry for letting you worry about me. :(
HAPPY 8TH ANN CHIOCHIO !
Loveyou alls.
Looked through my ____ last night.
and i ___ for an hour.
after that, fell asleep.
woke up, went to bath, woke up my sisters.
sian, 7+ leave home again =='
everytime also like that.
reached school, as usual, emo mode "ON".
went to parade square, tried to put my shoe bag into bag.
which is impossible. -.-
Nevermind, continue emoemoemo.
Got caught of fringe by Mr Foo. walaus.
just pin up luh, didn't really have the mood to care anyway.
Just that i was pissed.
back to class, walking was like what, Zombie?
-.-
In class, Aston keep asking me what happened to me x.x
wahhhhhhhh.
didn't really answer him.
EL.
collecting of class tee money etc.
after that did journal, i wrote something's.
hais.
Thanks Aston for helping me give teacher the money.
PE.
Mood not good.
1st time ever, played basketball.
Played after the shotput.
the metal ball, so damn heavy -.- [ around 2kg ]
keep throwing the basketball, starting me & Penny play.
after that i solo.
o____________________o
keep wanting to get the basketball into the net.
cause i want Jeslyn to play!
Purposely, threw at the net they are sitting at.
Sorryyyy.
MT.
Used Augustine's phone.
see here see there.
send this send that.
teacher talked on the "Feng zheng" topic.
didn't listen much, but heng know how to do.
before i knew, lesson OVER.
Recess.
didn't eat.
Chemistry.
sat there, doing experiment.
i did make Jeslyn laugh. O.O
Star.
took back STAR folders.
talked about global warming.
After school.
Si Aaron, talk to me, when going, to poke me -.-
but i revenged.
i well ... answer was ... and make me even ...
D':
walked home to help Yinning take the black socks.
when coming back, i totally no strength to walk.
somehow dragging my feet along with me.
Sjab.
didn't really have the mood.
drills, 1st aid, case, somethings, drills.
To Hangying,Regina,Wenping,Yunhui,Carissa/Yinning :
i'm really veryvery sorry.
not that i don't want to continue being in competition team.
is just that, i know i can't handle it well.
i can't memorise things like drinking water.
i'm not able to do cases all those well.
and after the 1st year of competition, i really know i can't compare to you all.
i'm sorry i can't / won't be joining you all for this year's competition..
but i hope you all will continue to do well.
you all are talented. jiayous.
Thanks for the comforting, when i'm crying.
love you alls.
slacked in school.
i kept crying, because of 3 things.
but mostly, only 1 thing occupy my mind.
which made me tears flow freely.
I really really really _ _ _ _ you both alot..
went opp awhile, then wanted to head to 450.
but ..
so went over to north park.
skipskipskip, went home.
ate dinner, bathed, com-ed.
how i wish, time would turn back..
I'm sorry for lying, sorry for the denyings,
cause when i'm doing that to you all,
i'm doing it to myself too.
lying to myself that i got better,
denying all those tears that have been dripping,
denying all those hurt i got,
lying to myself that everything's all right,
when nothing's right at the moment.
new past