Thursday, December 10, 2009, ϟ 0 shout(s)
HAPPY 1YEAR PRECIOUS CHIOCHIO.!
i love yous!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SZEHUI :D
Today isn't any better than yesterday.
it just got worser by the day.
so, I will be using lesser phone, && blog every 3 days.
sorry~
don't miss me too much ^^
wokeup, alot of times today.
after waking up, knew ALOTALOTALOT of problems.
D':
HAIS.
went to school, for books.
mami helped 2 students from forgotten which school.
lalala.
so suay, saw weili THAT friend ==''
what-the-hell sia.
but, saw Kuanfong at the bookshop!!
so happy [:
long time never see him le.
no mood, bath, eat.
called hubby, but she at Anthony's there.
so, i just sat at a particular pavillian.
eyes became teary.
so went over to the red table & chairs there.
thought of alot of things.
memories, present things.
so, tears just dropped.
was like, who cares, want cry just cry lor.
don't hide inside [ even though i am at public. -.- ]
over to bus-stop.
moody, moody type at first.
but ok after that's.
almost lost, :X [ bus ride ].
got 1 MALAY GUY HOR ! =.=!
know what he did?!
he stood behind me.
then, talk to his friends, jiu suddenly lean back! ==
heng, only the bag touch till my back! =.=
wth lahs.
then on the bus, keep say next stop with hubby ;X
walkwalkwalk.
reached, mdm kei was expecting us O.O
saw the kids, "check in".
introduced their names to us.
finally remembered all.
they are :
Adren,Koey,Vicky,
Jean,Weixuan[girl],Weijing,
Felicia,Weiming,Ali,
Junwei,Shuyi,Weixuan[boy],
Shanfinah,Shafiqah,Li-ian[?]
Ziling,Ziqi.
only don't remember the under table de :X
Hubby teached weixuan & weijing.
while, i walk around.
Ziling was sooooooo, shy.!
same to her twin sister Ziqi.!
xD
sat beside Koey.
then teach them, Ziling P1, she did P2's work!
._______________.
why sia?
i teach different subjects.
`English [ Ziling & Weixuan. ]
`Chinese [ Koey ] <- with the help of hubby :X
`Maths [ Ziqi ]
lalala.
got 1 new staff.
they introduced themselves [:
went back do work.
while the rest play, quarrel with weixuan[boy] & junwei.
then, they keep asking me questions. O.o
Ziling lie on my legs.
talked to all of them, they soso fun.
Helped them write menu~
then Ziling told me she drink HOT WATER at home.
:OO !
andand,
anyone heard of HOT ICE KACHANG?
Weixuan tell me de :O
played Uno with Weijing & Ziling.
they damn cute.
left the place, at 6.15PM.
Bus-ed back, walk home.
upon reaching home, all that greeted me was.
darkness & loneliness.
ahh, nevermind..
so, on lights, suddenly feel very vex.
cried out.
Bathed after that's, eat dinner
...
ALONE.
thought i saw SOMETHINGS ><''
mei came home, chatted with her about.
in what way, we changed.
washup.
play com, got hiccups =.=
chatted on phone awhile..
mami came home.
bought for me Mr Bean ._.
now. i am so so so full.
whatever, when say i going out for volunteer tomorrow.
___ start to say me again..
say everyday go out.. then more & more like ____.
make me so speechless. :(
hais..
20th got bbq, my grandma won't be turning up D':
she's hospitalised.. :'(
get well soon.. i really hope that you will be fine..
you are my last grandparent already..
i cannot afford to lose you. same applies to daddy.
daddy. i don't want you wei le zhe xie shi qing, fan dao zhe yang.
pekcek dao zhe yang.
seriously, damn-ing hate myself.
anything also cannot do. whatfor-ilive.
why not exchange my life with my grandma huh.
exchange my future with daddy.
Everything is once turning to a nightmare again..
new past