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Friday, December 25, 2009, ϟ 0 shout(s)

23/12/09.

Woke up, at 6plus today.
._____________________.''
damn tired :(
&&
super sleepy :(
went to bath. mami don't know say what.
don't want let me bath. LOL.
went out, after my meimei woke up.
O.O

over to school.
stood at the gate, saw Mr Kwan.
I'm sorry Karen sister D':
read book, 1 security came out, look.
then went in, both came out.
=.=
both go stare / look at me.
shocked. continued on my book better ._.''
HAHAHA.

Yunhui hubby & Jiasheng came ; FINALLY.
in. play basketball.
but i read book first. :D
Yunhui hubby sprained her ankle?
Get well soon hubby ! -heart-
then playplay, lalala. play till so suang!
played basketball with Munee Precious Nu er,
she so cute mansxsx!
:D

drank every single water cooler O.O
hahs.
played Piano, sorry Yinning Jie! D:
i play till so jialat ><
she make my day ^^
went back.
1plus, bus-ed to Bedok North.
reached, they doing assessment books.

wanted to put bag, but someone praying inside.
went over to teach them, be it ; English, Maths, Science or Chinese.
teached all -death-
fainting soon, lol. but seriously is very tiring.
headache somemore :(
so, see things dizzy dizzy de.
and cannot see properly also.
LOL.

formed circle. then Irfan?'s money is lost?
thenthen, tea break.
drank milo & had wafer biscuits. ^^
got alot of mosquito bites also TT.TT
so itchy (!)
told ghost stories to Junwei & Jin :D
Junwei totally freaked out.! xD
the china guy, keep pretend to be vampire T.T
scare me sia!

went to read.
teached Weijing. knew some secrets too :)
Then, i was having a headache, and the words seemed blury.
tried my best to help her in reading, but i guessed..
i failed :(
i was pausing oftenly.
dizzy, she repeated the sentence after i have read.
1 word. Bandana, when i look guess what i told her to read..
:S
BANANA. :/
can see the difference?!

couldn't take it anymore, just rested my head on the table.
read to her stories while she drew.
1 by 1 they left.
left Huiyan, Vicky, Weixuan & Weijing.
Huiyan left, leaving the 3 sisters.
but, just left in the end, bus to Simei.
ate my dinner. got scalded. )':
can't eat properly. LOL.
cause the pain keep sting-ing my hand.

walked home after buying drink.

24/12/09.

Woke up late, saw SOMETHING.
was like, ohmymy.
-stun-
Kay, didn't feel suprised or something like that.
but, shock cause, too sudden. -.-
Ohkay, didn't went for the basketball thingy.
cause i knew i was going to be late, damn late.
when going out, rained =.=
or i can say, still raining. -.-

went over.
blahblablablabla.
felt like going over to the sea.
but still, bus to Bedok.
wahpiang, in the bus there's don't know what smell.
unpleasent -.-
showed the crack, which almost lead me to spraining-my-ankle.
walkwalkwalk.

went there, took temperature.
mine's getting lower & lower. ; 34.6.
wth, then Ms Diana say, we 2 de not same le uh?
HAHAHA. :/
someone broke the drum or whatso.
In the end, the 3 sisters got scolded.
Weixuan cried, i went to comfort her ^^
so kind of me :X
did comfort Vicky toos. :D

Talked to them's.
told them ghost stories [ again ].
then. party time.!! :D
funfun ^^
Help to give out the food, took loads of pic's!
xD
when Mankit came, everyone bullied him luhs!
pitiful, somewhat.
the shirt could have torn you know O.O

Wah, when i not looking he go run past & poke me -.-
got 1 little malay boy, he IS so bad.
keep poking me!
then don't let me revenge, keep running away T.T
made me chase after him.
andand, that Junwei. he go & grab both of my wrist,
so strong ==''
painful you knowwww.
when Mankit tickled Yunhui, she screamed super loud. >.<
then Ms Diana asked who screamed :X

they went to sit in circle.
sat with Ziling & Weijing :)
went at 6PM.
Mrt down to Outram Park.
was focusing only at my book, reading is my world.
:D
while waiting for my mami, saw Cpl Rongchang with his friend.
&&
Know what?! JESLYN GOT INTO HOMEC.! HURRAY~

walked quite a distance before reaching.
grabbed something to eat.
over to visit.
when i saw all the bruises on grandma's hand.
My heart, squeezed :(
how i wished i will have those bruises..
after visiting, 2nd aunt & her husband. drove us to Tampines Mrt station.
while we cycled to eat.
On the way, saw a group of Indian's.
then got 1 say : MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :D
i only smilesmile :)
they so kind. lols.
ate, delicious ^^
fetched Jie. planning to eat at minimart there,
as sister is craving for Western Food.

but, it's already closed.
well..
i don't know what got over me..
just got me thinking & concentrating on it.
when i was awake, too late, WHAM.!
my right brake hit on the side of the bus board. [ opp Esss ]
i was totally shocked.
i was very lucky to have only hit till my toes [ right leg ].
when i saw a c_____.
was thinking, i'm over it =.=

on the way, almost hit till a person. while cycling.
Yes, i should be moremore careful.
Even after ____ing.
hais.
went home, bathed.
slept.

Today.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE~

saw THE message, was like. eek?
ate porriage ^^ nicenice.
lalala. finally finished the book! [ A house of night Novel ]
super loving it ! :D
went out, to visit grandma :)
cycled to Mrt station, with daddy, mami & mei.
mami waited for Jie.
so we 3 went first.

went up, hais. see the wound i want to run out crying.
but, no.
i must be strong and be beside her :)
it hurts me to see her like that :(
after visiting, went to walkwalk at Chinatown.
went to eat. :)
walked around.
then, mami walk right, daddy walk left.
the effect like daddy want to repel mami,
but mami want to attract daddy. LOL!!xD

went cycling after that.
just that my end-of-spine hurts terribly. :'(
cycled past 3 guys, then i almost tripped OMG. :/
then got 1 say, relaxrelax.
i replied huhs? :X
Jie said something to me..
hais. then i became moody le..
while cycling, i actually cried, guess no one knows.
Feeling more than lost inside me.

refused to eat.. :/
reluctantly, forced the fries etc down my throat.
althought i missed the bus-stop-board.
i almost hit the stand =.=
ohmymy.
went home, bathed.
till now, 3.19AM, everyone at home is asleep.
i'm not.. :(

*focus on his hair ! :D*

Me ; Mei & Me.

Sensor calculator~ cool. :)

Food!

Sensor, everything :) [ Tap, Soap,taking-of-tissue. ]

Mankit trying to leave. HAHA ; Miss Oyling?

Jin & Shafiah?

Me, Yunhui & Ziling. ; Me & Jin.

Mdm Kei. xD

:) ; Ziqi & Yunhui.

Ziqi, Huiyan & me ; Me,Weixuan & Vicky.

Yunhui, Vicky & Weixuan.

Yunhui & Weixuan ; Weixuan & Me.

Both of us.

Ziqi & Weijing ^^

Kids :D

Junwei.

Them~

Food~

Ice kachang & me xD

Weijing & Me :D

Junwei & Vicky.

sick&tired of all the things happening, ahh. crap.

feel like escaping from reality.

My heart's dead, everything fades. :(

Tired of these endless games,

Time to end the darkened day

To raise the sword

To kill the light

Because there is no reason left to fight...

Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable.

I miss you more than anything but I hate it when we fight,

for your all it takes to get me through the night.

I wish that youu were here so I could hold youu in my arms

I love youu more than anything, I wish youu didnt live so far.

Clusters of stars crowd the sky,
I look up as tears gather in each eye,
Sparkling bright, as I start to hope
That I will find the will to cope.

Non-existent to most, I remain hidden,
Inside I stay, Outside is forbidden,
Like a lost soul wondering around,
Everyone's asleep, I don't make a sound.

I must be the loneliest person alive,
I live in hope, to help me survive,
Maybe one day I will find true love,
Wishing on the twinkling stars high above.

Aching all over :(