26th.
Thursday, April 26, 2012, ϟ 0 shout(s)

Feel like posting out of a sudden.
-warning- may be a emo post.
LOLOL.
Idk lah.
Tired~
Feel so emotionless.
My expression is a total blank.
Don't even feel like smiling nor do i feel like talking.
I just want to be like this.
Silent, expressionless.
So many things are running inside my mind now.
A lot.
I don't know why.
I'm so weird, i just feel like going to a corner and draw circles LOL.
Siao.
Mind not functioning properly already.
Hahs.


Anyway, school's tiring, energy draining ~.~
Test results haven't been very good...
I'm so worried for myself..
So afraid...
What if i can't do well for O's? Sigh...
Don't know who to turn to.
Might as well keep it to myself.~


Strangers. I feel that.
We don't talk as much, words that we communicate came out cold and harsh.
What's the use of talking?
Come home late and all, no words spoken.
Silence surrounded us.
So near yet so far.
Last year's repeating itself.
Oh well. What to do.


I feel like a living robot.
I just want to live without emotions.
Living by everyday with a blank emotion, nothing else.
I don't need anything else.
Study, study, study that's all i will do.
I want to throw away every single bit of emotion in me.
That is the least i can do to keep me focused on my goals.
All these distractions..... I'll leave it aside for the moment.


All the best to myself.

new past