Dear Jolynn, Farahin and Augustine.

I am really grateful that you all made the time to visit me even though i know that you all would have chose to go home straight.
Just for that status of mine, send you all come running towards me.
Pouring me with lots of "are you okay?"
You all are the ones that can see through my lie.
I tell you all "I'm fine" and you all didn't believe till you see it for yourself.
In my eyes, i have always thought that i will be forgotten by you all as all of you went to the same school.
I really thought so.
But the care and concern you all gave is really heart-warming.
It really prove to me that i am not being forgotten and i am still important to you all.
How i wished, i really wished that you all are still here with me.
But i know you all can't.
I did not have the thinking that i still matter as much to you all as before..
But the laughters and joy you brought to me has helped me remove the loneliness i felt since the start of school.
Maybe not throughout the year, but temporarily.
I know that the feeling of loneliness will come back to me soon.
But i can say that, not now.
Not tomorrow.
I won't cry, I'll study hard, I'll be strong without you all. I promise..
Thank you so much.



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