Sunday, March 21, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIJUNNNN ! :D
Well, today was kind of pissed off and ...
kay.
woke up at 11+ this morning :X
terrible headache. :\
prepared & was out, to where ?
2 . 0 . 1 (:
went to 3 shops , finally found the right cake :)
[ pstpst, tomorrow daddy's birthday ^^ ]
but we celebrated it in advance, so yah.
where was i ?
Okies, after buying, i chiong-ed back home.
ate my breakfast :X [ thanks daddy! ]
daddy was asleep mahh, shhhhh.
preparing for a surprise for daddy (:
but, i guess things didn't turn out the way i really wanted it to.
):
when singing the birthday song, i can't feel the warmth i used to feel.
i'm thinking, what happen ? why can't i feel it ?
and.. saddening thing is that.. well, daddy didn't eat much of the cake yeah..
guess.. ):
after that, he left for work immediately..
i almost cry out you knowwww.
well, it's like, who don't want to smile when celebrating, but..
guess it's just too much.
tooo much difference already.
remembering the past, where we will all be in smiles, laughters.
singing joyfully, cherishing the moment we spent together..
then, the person whose birthday is on that day, will cut the cake for us.
there will be camera's snapping photo's.
ready to post them on blog, keeping them for memories.
now ?
everything isn't the same anymore.
no more smiles, yet lots of gloomy faces.
no more laughters, yet darkening mood.
i don't understand.
seriously, i'm quite envy of those who can spend quality of time with their families.
be it weekdays or weekends. hais ):
okok, stop with all these ...
then went back to 201, blahblablh!!!! #*^*&@^ !
Zz. freaking pissed.
lalala, drank oreo spinnn, weee.
back home, still got the ... feeling. ewwwwwwwwwwwwww.
reach home, on commm xP
then bathhhh.
talk to multiple people, some ahhha.
Get well soon ah xwwwwww!
Cheer up ah zijunnnnnnn!
Cheer up too bestffffffffff!
alright, signing off.
new past