Monday, November 16, 2009, ϟ 0 shout(s)

Hais..
why are bad things happening one after another?!
now..
my grandma.. have cancer..
she have to under-go surgery, percentage, not very sure yet..
but, if she don't go for operation..
she only have 6months to live, i counted..
its only till 15/16 MAY 2010.

why? why must she leave so soon?
she's my one and only grandma....
if she leave, i'll have NO MORE grandparents.
Yes. we are very unfulfil..
we didn't spend much time with her..
didn't go for the family gatherings held every sunday..
when we visited her, didn't have alot to talk.


my mom said, she cannot come into contact with people with cough / flu.
as she will get sick too.
she don't even know that..she..only got 6months left.
i really want to spend every single minute with her.
1/2 year huh. how much time can i exactly spend with her!?
SJAB's, School,Outing's etc etc.

howw?!?!?!?!?
Yeah, maybe i'm regreting now..
a piece of advice,
for those who did not visit/spend time with your grandparents..
please do so.. you don't know when they will leave you..
seriously.. i do not wish that she will leave us..
dad looked so sad. as if he was going to die.
i love you grandma.. D"":

i remember.. she took care of us as kids.
watch us grow up..
she dote on us alot. as though we were her kids.
she was over-joyed everytime we visited her.
she would buy for us things which we wanted.
she would cook delicious dishes.
she will give us money, even though we didn't want it.
she would give the warmest smile, enough till fill a thousand sorrow hearts.
she would give us the best hug.
she would bid us goodbye by watching us till we can't be seen.
she would love us like no-one else would. [ exclude parents ].

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